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Post by jdssnake on Sept 24, 2007 15:42:25 GMT -5
fixing his gaze on her suta started by saying "why do you hesitate to believe? it is one of the easiest things to do because it just requires faith. do you not have any hope ledt? oh well i guess then i will just order ramen since you do not seem to keen for anything and lets see how good it will compare with back home which i am sure has the best ramen in the world.
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Post by cherrychi on Sept 24, 2007 15:52:50 GMT -5
Yuchii got hugged and knew who it was. She smiled and said "Hi Tsuki...I haven't seen you in a while." She smiled again and was a bit glad when Tsuki let go. Then she got glomped by another and knew who it was too. Akiko and followed her sister and when she saw Yuchii, her first reaction was to glomp her. She glomped Yuchii and continued to hang onto her back like a monkey, laughing.
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Post by kk on Sept 24, 2007 16:06:06 GMT -5
Sasunari kept her head down this time, eyes half-closed, cursing herself inside. She hated it when she couldn't hide her thought or her emotions. In theory it all looked so simple...
"It's easier when you have something to hold on to. Something or someone to push you forward..." She breathed, but the way she spoke would give the idea that she was talking more to herself than to Suta. "Reasons to move on, you know?"
She stopped for a few moments, like if trying to think in what to say next. She just wished that, in situations like this, she could just say what she had to say, no hard-feelings later. But how to explain something that she wasn't even shure about? Even if she told him the truth... By the way he spoke, she saw that probably he wouldn't understand.
"It's not really a matter of choice or not. At least in my case it isn't ("I guess" she added to herself)." She moved on, still not shure if she could trust him for this kind of matters or not. She wasn't even recognising herself anymore. She never, NEVER spoke to strangers about her life that easily. Why was she doing it now? "It's more a matter of know... Why am I what I am."
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Post by tsuki on Sept 24, 2007 16:38:33 GMT -5
Tsuki Took Yuchii's hand, and pulled her aside. "Come on. There's something I want to tell you." Tsuki muttered. She pullled Yuchii through the streets, until they reached the ramen shop. Ordering a bit of pork Ramen, Tsuki sat in a booth near the kitchen. Tsuki's voice was barely heard above the clatter of the pots and pans. "I'm going on a mission, to the land of leaves. If Tsuna asks where I am, whatever you do, don't tell him where i'll be."Tsuki urgently whispered. Her face was sad with the mission.
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Post by jdssnake on Sept 25, 2007 13:21:10 GMT -5
Well...i guess it really does not mater what i think, it is a matter of what you think whether or not you had a choice. but anyways what does your family think about your being depressed? i mean are they worried about you?
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Post by kk on Sept 25, 2007 14:21:42 GMT -5
"I'm not depressed!" She stated quickly, not even paying to the rest of his words. Trying her best again to hide wat really was crossing her mind at the word "family". "But anyways, there's no one that really would care about this. Most people that know me wish I were dead already. And the ones that could try to care about me... Well, I guess I've caused them so much pain that now I'm the one who gets hurt when they try to reach me. It hurts even more than if they just hated me. But anyways, I think we've talked about me too much already." She said, turning her face forward, gazing at nothing. She had a slight frown on her forehead, one of the things that wasn't usually seen on her.
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Post by tsuki on Sept 25, 2007 15:30:10 GMT -5
Tsuki heard yelling a few tables over. She glanced over her shoulder, and only one word rang in her head after it was said.....Family. Tsuki kept watching, whispering the names of her many family members, all dead. She kept staring at the two, her head starting to feel heavy with the thoughts that floated like ships in the oceans.
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Post by jdssnake on Sept 25, 2007 23:09:01 GMT -5
"well if they care about you then do not worrry about it, i mean my family often times kills each other and we still are fine with it, although my family is wierd but pain is something that everyone goes through, do not worry about it just show them that even though you have caused pain to them that you still care about them and ask for forgiveness if it is something that you purposefully caused.
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Post by kk on Sept 26, 2007 10:23:38 GMT -5
"When I talked about the ones that might would care about me, I wasn't refering to a family." She started. Her face was sudenly death serious, and her voice showed no kind of emotions."And I'm no stupid, I know that I should ask for forgiveness when I hurt someone purposefully. It's impossible for me to ask that to "my" family, though. You can't ask forgiveness to something that probably doesn't even exist anymore."
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Post by jdssnake on Sept 26, 2007 11:13:10 GMT -5
"whew.. i was just using family as an example, and besides family is more than just your blood relatives, family is those that you trust and love even if they are not related to you by blood. and i did not mean to imply that you were stupid i was just trying to point you in the right direction. and even if it does not exist you can ask their forgiveness in the afterlife, at least that is what i believe. oh it looks like someone is paying attention to us and our conversation about family.(occ:look above)
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Post by kk on Sept 26, 2007 12:25:41 GMT -5
(OOC:I noticed... ^^) Sasunari gave a quick glance to the table Suta pointed, not really turning her head that much. She didn't needed to do that anyways. She was too used to get details with just a glance. "Don't worry about it." She said, her face still not showing any kind of emotions in particular."Around here everyone is like that, no matter if they live here or are foreign people."
She stopped for a while and looked at him through the corner of her eyes. "But eitherways, I think we've talked about me for enough time now, don't you agree?"
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Post by jdssnake on Sept 26, 2007 12:31:04 GMT -5
suta though for a moment for this girl was very different than anyone he had met before and he kind of thought that she was nice but had had some difficult issues to deal with"if you say so, does it make you uncomfortable? well lets see my cousin is really strange i mean she is always happy around everyone else but is always trying to hurt me somehow, as a girl do you have any clues as to why this is? aw the ramen is here"
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Post by tsuki on Sept 26, 2007 15:49:07 GMT -5
Tsuki knew she had been found out, but she didn't care. She layed her head on the back of the booth, and silent tears flowed down her face, making the booth wet quickly. She just kept staring, and turned around as the waiter approached. She forcefully ate the ramen, and had the hardest time swallowing. STOP FREAKIN' FOOLING YOURSELF! LIFE ISN'T FUC*ING FAIR! Tsuki slowly finished her ramen, and looked at the two again. They looked undisturbed, if not peaceful.
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Post by kk on Sept 27, 2007 13:30:30 GMT -5
"No clue. I guess it's not really a matter of being a girl or not, but personality. But yeah..." She interrupted herself for a bit, picking her chopsticks. "...Girls are way more troublesome than boys, that's a fact. They remind of stuff that should be already burried long ago." She stopped for a while, poking the ramen in front of her with one of the chopsticks, like if waiting that something would jump out of it and attach her.
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Post by tsuki on Sept 27, 2007 15:46:12 GMT -5
If i'm so miserable, I'm gonna make them miserable. Tsuki jumped up, and leaped over to the table, she landed on it, and her hair fell around her shoulders. She looked at the two, and placed her foot dangerously close to the bowl of food. She punched the table and it cracked beneath her. She was mad. Passt mad, she was on a rampage. SHI*! ONLY TSUNA KNOWS HOW TO CALM ME DOWN! Her eyes were partially narrowed, and her hands were together. Chakara started flowing around her, the energy creating a false breeze. The air felt thick, and only with extreme effort one could move fast.
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