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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Mar 22, 2008 14:44:30 GMT -5
Haruka looked down. "Honestly..." she said, bitting down on her lip, "Being as you... probably weren't ment to exist..." she gulped. It had to be said. Because it was the truth. "... You... should not be aloud to live your own life... You... weren't supposed to exist..." she repeated, looking down. This was painful, extremely. "I'm sorry..." she added quickly. She felt tears welling up in her own eyes.
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Mar 22, 2008 14:49:08 GMT -5
He heard her words and they stung but he heard the tears welling up in her eyes he turned and said "I guess I shouldnt have but I do there is nothing that can change the fact I am alive I breath I think I see if you stab me I bleed if you hurt me I feel it but then again I shouldnt be here maybe I should just disappear...."
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Mar 22, 2008 15:22:24 GMT -5
"But that is not your being..." she pointed out quickly. "It is his. You said yourself that you two share a body. Just because you feel, you bleed you..." she shook her head. "That... doesn't make you... real..." she wept her face quickly with her arm as she felt the water skim down her cheeks. She felt terrible for saying all of these things, but someone had to tell him the truth.
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Mar 22, 2008 16:11:11 GMT -5
he took his thumb and wiped away the remnace of the tear she had sheed and said "I know"he sighed and said "I guess I shouldnt exist"he began to think 'the other santo has learned everything he can support himself he dosnt need me'he began to think should he remain permanently hidden or just coach santo from the sidelines he let out a heavy sigh and turned away from her
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Mar 22, 2008 18:41:07 GMT -5
(I'm confused. What did he wipe away?)
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Mar 22, 2008 18:42:29 GMT -5
(ill edit it latter I just need time to think right now)
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Mar 22, 2008 18:55:19 GMT -5
Haruka bit her lip, trying to restrain herself from doing the one thing she wanted to do right now. It would be embarassing, not to mention wrong to everyone that was really close to her.
But, unfortuanatly her mind was stronger than her will. She grabbed his arm to stop him. "Wait." she said quickly. Turning him forcefully she squeezed her eyes shut tightly and kissed him once more, like she had at the old mans house. It was so wrong, but she just could not stop herself.
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Mar 22, 2008 21:06:19 GMT -5
(modified)
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Mar 22, 2008 21:11:11 GMT -5
(I know that's why i posted.)
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Mar 22, 2008 21:15:42 GMT -5
Santo felt himself turned and then a kiss and couldnt do anything he kissed back and then pulled away saying "we cant do this you are in love with yuo and I shouldnt exist you deserve better I may love you but this isnt my life remember all I can do is help this santo survive I love you haruka but you love yuo"
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Mar 22, 2008 21:29:04 GMT -5
Haruka pulled away at almost the exact same moment. "I know... I'm sorry..." she sobbed. She was going to feel guilty forever unless she told Yuo about this. He would get so terribly mad, but it was the only thing she could do. "I'm so sorry... I shouldn't have..." she wept he face frantically, trying to clear it of her tears. This was really starting to bug her. "It was just... if you are going to disappear... then..." she trailed off.
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Mar 22, 2008 21:35:59 GMT -5
Santo sighed and said "I wont go but I wont really come out unless santo needs me I cant come out unless he needs me to survive till then I will lock myself in his subconcious mind to keep him safe from me taking over"he said "haruka this will be my last day that I come out and keep his body from him unless it is absoutly neccesary"he felt like crying
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Mar 22, 2008 21:41:22 GMT -5
Haruka nodded, turning her face away, ashamed of her stupid emotions. "I understands... it's all for the best..." she told herself outloud, though, deep down, she was always going to miss him. "So, unless that day arrives..." she held out her hand as a farewell handshake. "I guess it's so long..." she bit her lip. "Because after this goodbye i'm going home..."
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Mar 22, 2008 21:43:57 GMT -5
He nodded saying "after this I will wipe santo's memory clear of the events that have happend but remember the next time you see him reveal me to him and he will begin to remember"he shook her hand and remembered one more thing from his pocket came a silver necklace he placed it in her hand saying "I made this for you as a sign to remember me dont forget me"
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Mar 22, 2008 21:47:50 GMT -5
Haruka looked down at her hand. "Um.. thank you... And i will tell him the next time i run into him..." she looked over at the view again of the city. "When ever that may be..." she sighed. Farewells were not her forte, not something she handled very well. "You... oh, nevermind.. You wouldn't want to hear..." she shook her head, looking back down at the silver necklace. "I won't forget... its a promise."
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