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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Jan 19, 2008 20:04:22 GMT -5
I moved in a bit closer to him, trying not to look like such a fool.
"Because.....of the way you looked at me." I said.
"Determination, strength, happiness, they all reflected in the way you looked at me." I said quitly. I blushed madly and lifed my head up. I laid my chin on his shoulder and smiled. I was so embarassed.
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Jan 19, 2008 20:09:30 GMT -5
He had a look of shock in his eyes he was spechless he could only say one phrase to her he blushed madly and was embaressed with what he was about to say he gathered up his courage and said as well as he could "I.....Love you shizuki I love you"he held her tight and closed his eyes
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Jan 19, 2008 20:33:42 GMT -5
I blushed even darker but kept myself close to him.
"I love you too, I truly do." I said, still a bit shocked myself. i had actually managed to say what I had been keeping inside of me for a little while.
"I love you very much." I said. I frowned a bit and bit my lip.
"But that is why I fear."
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Jan 19, 2008 20:39:48 GMT -5
He said still blushing "what do you fear?" he held her close to him he was happy she cared and whispered "I love you more then anything" he was worried though of what she feared he wanted to help if he could he never liked to leave if he couldnt do anything to help even if he couldnt he would still try
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Jan 19, 2008 20:59:50 GMT -5
"I fear, for you." I said.
"I fear that if, I get together with you, and someone who wants you gone finds out, that they might try and take me away from you." I said.
"I feart that they will run you out, away from me, and I fear that I may hurt you." I said. I looked down sadly.
"I'm not steady with things, if I were ever to slip with a weapon in my hand and cut you badly, I would never forgive myself." I said.
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Jan 19, 2008 21:06:53 GMT -5
He took her hand and pulled away and looked at her saying "but every moment you are away i hurt and you wouldnt hurt me just knowing someone cares can prevent so much pain dont fear hurting me but I also have the fear that I may hurt you even if I dont want to"he was sadend a little
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Jan 19, 2008 21:23:32 GMT -5
I began to sob a bit.
"I'm still not very steady, I'm always tripping and falling over my own two feet." I sobbed.
"And I don't want to kill you." I said.
"I'm a big klutz, I've caused damage during my life time, even over small things." I said.
"I love you very much, but I'm still not very steady." I whimpered.
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Jan 19, 2008 21:26:18 GMT -5
He took her hand and looked at her saying "I dont care if your not steady I wouldnt die shi I would help you if you fear you are not steady then I will help you" he looked at her and smiled at her he placed his hand on her cheek he looked into her eyes and smiled he loved her
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Jan 19, 2008 21:32:57 GMT -5
I frowned and laid my head onto his hand, which laid on my cheek.
"You said that only a friend could kill you." I said quietly.
"If I were ever to slip, or trip and stab you somewhere fatal, I would kill you." I said sadly.
"And I would feel terrible if I evr killed you." I said. I tried to smile, but just couldn't.
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Jan 19, 2008 21:35:42 GMT -5
He smiled and said "only in the back remember unless you stab my back will I die and if you fear that then let me show you somthing"he turned and took off his shirt on his back there was a set of weights which he wore and said "unless the blade peirces threw that I will not die"he put back on his shirt
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Jan 20, 2008 16:14:20 GMT -5
I was so dumbfounded, I hadn't known he carried weights on his back.
"Aren't the weights heavy?" I asked him, moving closer so I wasn't far away from him. I shook my head and then brushed my hair off to the side.
"I couldn't imagine carrying weights on my back." I said. I looked up at him again and smiled.
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Jan 20, 2008 18:41:06 GMT -5
He smiled and said "this single weight is almost a hundred pounds it is good training and a excelent deffense from enemy's so yes it maybe be heavy at times but it is worth it in the end so I always care some on my back and some on my legs so thats why I am stronger"he looked at her and smiled
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Jan 20, 2008 22:26:24 GMT -5
My mouth dropped open.
"100 pounds?" I asked him. I looked around dumfoundedly.
"I weight about 100, so if you carry me, and that weight, and whatever else you'd be carrying over 200 pounds!" I exclaimed. The only thing I couldn't figure out was why I hadn't felt the weights when I had hugged him. It was puzzling me!
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Post by Santomoro Purotekuta- Mei on Jan 20, 2008 22:40:47 GMT -5
He smiled and said"it is heavy cloth but feels normal it is kinda like a protective cloth on my back that unless Ishowed you, you wouldnt notice it" he looked at her and took off the weights on his back and showed her it felt light to him so it was easier to move afterwards he just smiled looking at her
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Jan 20, 2008 23:37:03 GMT -5
I blushed madly and looked down, I felt so stupid again.
"Do you always have that big weight on?" I asked him, looking back up at him and smiling happily. I felt silly really, I didn't know what to say.
"I'm usually the weight in my house." I thought, grumbling to myself. I had forgotten that he could hear me.
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