Friends Meeting (Inukami)

[Inukami]

Inukami fell back dramatically,she didnt want to hurt his feelings,but she was far to young to marry anyone and in all honosty marriege never ever crossed her mind.
"takashi...i don't think i can do that..i mean look at me i'm still a kid and i really dont wanna get married anytime soon i'm sorry.."
she said honostly
"i..m really sorry i just met you and i cant just marry you!!!"

[shino]

Excuse the language in which I used here!!!!!

The words in which Inu spoke struck him hard as if he had just been stabbed but his expression didn't change it stayed the same.
"I see, I figured you would say something like that, I just, I don't know I'm so confused right now. I felt nothing but hatred till I met you, hatred toward my mother, father and towards Yohakashi for leaving me all alone in this damn world." The words came from his mouth in hatred though it was clear it was not hatred toward Inu.
"I guess it's something everyone has to live with. My life is just as shitty as what's his name, oh Naruto." He said in a tone that seemed unlike any he had ever used it wasn't hate, it wasn't sadness, it wasn't happiness though neither.

[Inukami]

<its ok >
"I really am sorry but we can be girlfriend and boyfriend if you like?"
she spoke softly grabbing his hand gently
"trust me your not alone in this i'm like you i dont have a family they all died..even my friends have had and still have difficult lives in different ways..i know Naruto and he's my inspiration to do better to prove everyone wrong about me and be the best at what i do no matter what any dumb person thinks"

[shino]

He looks away and speaks
"Do you know what my mother and father told me before they left? They told me that they would never leave me" He said in a wisper kind of tone
"They said NEVER" He yelled
"But they turned around and left me anyway. They didn't care, they told me they loved me and nothing would ever change that, they told me they would be back but it's been twelve damn years and they still havn't came back. They never loved me I was always tossed aside. Everyone looked at me as if I was some monster, the only one I had was Yohakashi but he even abbondoned me. It's to painful to think that once I could not see what couldn't be seen, I could not feel what there was to be felt untill now." He told her in a sad tone

[Inukami]

"maybe..something bad happened to them and they werent able to come back?"Inukami reasoned
"but if not then maybe you should make a new family,a family that will never leave you..i know that you can never replace parents but still you can make a new family with your friends and all that'
Inu said griping his hand tightly
"things happen for a reason,i know god has a plan for you to be a great man"
she said with a sweet smile as she kissed his cheek gently

[shino]

"If something bad happend to them, why wasn't I notified. Huh why? why would I be kept in the dark" He said trying to hold back tears
"I can't start a new family, I just, I can't. It's not the same. My family abbondanned me and noone ever even cared if I had a family. I was always the loser. The bad thing about it is I felt more sarrow for Naruto than I did for myself. At least Naruto had a father figure in his life." he said not being able to hold back tears anymore
"I was not meant to be a shinobi. Yoahakashi forced them pretty much to make me a shinobi. They all said I would never amount to anything, he was the only one who believed in me and yet he even left me with nothing but myself." Takashi said now crying

[Inukami]

"DON'T CRY! i'm sure their must be another reason for why they didnt come back! you can't worry about anyones oppnion of you!you have to know your better then they think!i've been through hell noone liked me they made fun of me tryed to beat me up and just made my life hell but ya know what i stood my ground and now i have many friends and people like me.."
inu sighed hugging him
"remember things happen for a reason..its destiny"

[shino]

"I realize it is inevitable but still it doesn't change the fact that it happend" Takashi said in a soft tone
He stood up and walked away not saying a word accept "I'll be back"
He walked to his favorite spot in the forest and stoped to take a breather before returning.
"Now that I've gotten myself together I have a question will you go out with me?" Takashi asked

[Inukami]

inukami felt akward she wasnt very good at making people feel better.
she waited for takashi to come back from whereever it was that he had gone to
Inu stood on her hands like it was notthing,she wasnt in the circus for notthing she had a talent in flexibilty
Nana and Ae were playing around and barking
when takashi came back inu fliped to her feet
'um sure why not?"
she replied with a giggle

[shino]

Her reply had made him feel a little better in a way that couldn't be explained.
"I'm sory I had to take a break and cool off. I don't usually need to but it's just hard to know everything I know and still yet know nothing. I have learned alot in my life yet, know less than a new born baby." Takashi said to her not knowing if she knew what he was talking about

[Inukami]

inukami simply smiled
"its fine takashi we all have our moments"
she laughed playfully
nana and ae kept on playing having a lot of doggy like fun
"and i get it takashi..i think i understand your point?"she said sitting down
"i have to tell you something and i dont think you'll wanna be with me anymore..i have a daughter..'

[shino]

The statement was long unexpected.
"I have a problem with that, but I won't hold it against you. We all make mistakes if we learn from them. It was not a mistake though was it? You wanted to have a child but hey you have to live with it and I love children. As I said I have no problem with that" Takashi said in a sweet voice
"I still want to be with you though I mean it's not the end of the world is it?" Takashi asked in a telling kinda way

[Inukami]

"you dont understand i didnt have her cuz i wanted i kinda was..ya know raped by some guys..when i used to travel with the circus they were always so nice..but i guess you cant trust every nice dude out there'
she said bitterly
'i love aiji but i didnt want to have her in such a young age..its just not right ya know they stole something form me"

[shino]

"Statement falselly made. I'm sorry, I didn't know. That was my fualt. I trust one person and yet trust no one." Takashi said to her
He than bent down toward her and kissed her gentaly before saying
"I'm sorry, I know you couldn't help it, I wish there was something I could do"

[Inukami]

'its fine you didnt know and thats what people think anyway when i first tell them i have a kid and i'm this dumb baby wanting teen"
inu said bitterly
'i hate it all i hate what they say about me!!!"she screamed annoyed
nana and ea just stared startled by their angry master
nana whimpered sadly as she heard inu scream