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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Oct 11, 2008 21:47:13 GMT -5
Yuo relaxed, just now realizing what he had done. He looked at her, kneeling down infront of her, swallowing hard.
"You just don't know what it's like to bond to your mother. When you bond with someone who's so close to you. You don't want to leave. You grow up and expect them to always be around, and that you'll never ever have to leave them..."
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Oct 11, 2008 21:50:53 GMT -5
She backed away from him, still unable to speak. Nothing made sense anymore. He didn't want her again. He saw her now for what she really was: a greedy, selfcentered monster, who didn't care about anything but what she wanted. He'd seen right through her mask now.
She shook her head continually.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Oct 11, 2008 21:53:52 GMT -5
Yuo wrapped his arms around her, picking her up gently, standing up as he did so. He carried her into his bedroom, putting her down on the bed and sitting beside her.
"You just don't know what it's like to have such a close bond....that's why I don't want to leave." Yuo said.
"Do you understand why I don't want to leave?"
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Oct 11, 2008 21:56:43 GMT -5
She quickly struggled against him when he pulled her up, his arms tightly around her. She kicked and yelled, with no success.
He set her down again and she immediantly pushed him away, looking away, blocking out his words. Despite the fact that even she kenw how greedy she was, she was hurt. It was clear he did not want her anymore.
"I've always understood how much you love this house, you family, everything." she said quietly, her voice still choked with tears. "i'm not stupid. so, i'll move out. I'll never see you again. I'll leave you be. I'm never going to bother you ever again. I promise that. It will bel ike i had never existed." she assured him.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Oct 11, 2008 21:58:50 GMT -5
Yuo was confused for a second, looking at her. Now he was upset, tears ran down his face.
"Why would I want that!?" Yuo asked, looking at her.
"Why would I ever want you to disappear and never be around me!? Why on Earth would I want it to be like you never existed!?" Yuo was just so confused.
"Haruka I'm nothing without you! Without you I have no meaning. Without you I'm basically dead!"
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Oct 11, 2008 22:02:22 GMT -5
"You dont have to lie to me anymore Yuo. Games up." she said, her face stolid and impassive as she stood up. "You don't love me. And i suppose i don't love you. Not really. Maybe it was always a bit more like a brother sister thing." she wipped at her face quickly, fighting back tears again.
"So, no more cherades. I'll take every photo of myself from this house, you'll never have to deal with me again."
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Oct 11, 2008 22:04:56 GMT -5
Yuo was just so confused. He knew he loved Haruka, and he loved her very much, but if she didn't love him, then his time was up. Yuo pulled out a kunai, biting his lip, in tears.
"Then...my time is up. I hope you'll still come to my funeral..."
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Oct 11, 2008 22:08:18 GMT -5
She turned quickly taking the knife swiftly from his hand. "Don't you start that again!" she yelled in his face quickly. She could feel the anger, the hatred that she was really feeling riht now, pulse high. "You idiot! You huge, insensitive, selfish, overbaring, irrivocalble idiot!!!" she yelled louder in his face.
"After the thousands of times i've told you I love you, you lose faith in my so quickly!!!" she literally just wanted to beat the crude out of him. "Not that i'm really one to preach, but stilL!"
She shook his shoulders slightly. "I'm so infuriated with you right now, i can't even describe it! You've broken your promise to consider my points, you insult me, you make me out as the bad guy! HOW IN HELL CAN I HATE YOU SO MUCH AND STILL LOVE YOU!?!?!?"
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Oct 11, 2008 22:15:39 GMT -5
This made Yuo even more upset. He brought his hand up and slapped her, now standing tall over her.
"You don't." Yuo said.
"You don't love me! It was a game for you. You never loved me in the first place! I was being used! For your own pleasure!!!" Yuo pulled out another knife.
"And I was actually going to marry you." With that, Yuo went to slice at his throat.
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Oct 11, 2008 22:20:03 GMT -5
Haruka held her face for a moment in shock before she realized what he was about to do.
She quickly dashed over to him. She had to stop him. no matter what the cost. Knowing she couldn't pull his hand away, fight his strenghth.
She she stuck her two hands between his neck and the blade, covering it all. "NO! You are not dying!" she yelled.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Oct 11, 2008 22:21:59 GMT -5
When Yuo realized he hadn't sliced through his own skin, he looked at Haruka, ever so confused. He dropped the knife, turning and beginning to walk away.
"I'm dead. I'm dead." he said the two words over and over again.
"She doesn't love me...I'll never have children. I'll never get married. I'm dead."
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Oct 11, 2008 22:23:37 GMT -5
Haruka had to bit her tongue to keep herself from screaming as she felt the blood run down her hands, the blade in her own skin.
"Yuo... please come back...' she said, trying to walk, and keep her hands compressed at the same time. She had to keep as much blood as possibly. She couldn't pass out. "Yuo please come back. Please."
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Oct 11, 2008 22:26:23 GMT -5
"WHY SHOULD I!?!?!?!?!" Yuo yelled angrily, turning to look at her.
"You don't have a care in the world for me! I was a toy! For your own pleasure!!! You don't love me! You hate my guts because I'm a monster, a disgusting worthless monster who only a mother could love!"
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Oct 11, 2008 22:28:34 GMT -5
She finally manaaged to catch up. Still holding her hands together, trying to at least clot the cuts, she looked up to him with sincere eyes. "Yuo... i was lying... i was doing waht i thought was best for you." she admitted quietly. "I thought that if i left, you would get to stay here with your family with no argument. They mean alot more to you than i ever have, or ever will..."
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Oct 11, 2008 22:30:56 GMT -5
"That's a lie." Yuo said.
"Without you I'm nothing. Without you I'm boring, out dated, a monster with no love." Yuo was flooding with tears, both of anger and upset. But when Yuo looked at Haruka's hands, his anger faded and he fell to his knees, trying to hide his tears and sobs.
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