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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Nov 8, 2008 0:55:17 GMT -5
"But then Yuo will be unhappy!" I exclaimed.
"If Yuo's unhappy then I don't want to be in anything with him. I don't want to have anything to do with him if all I'm causing is him to be unhappy!" I exclaimed.
"I shouldn't be like this! I need to grow up and get past this!" I exclaimed.
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Nov 8, 2008 0:58:11 GMT -5
Haruka bit her lip, looking for a compromise. There was always a compromise.
"Then spend time with us. All of us together." she suggested. "Like we use to. You, me, Yuo, and Yukio just going out and having fun.'
That sounded good to her. More than good. They hadn't all hung out together in so long.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Nov 8, 2008 1:00:31 GMT -5
"But...how is Yuo suppose to be with you and be with me?" I asked.
"You don't like public affection. And if anyone intrudes with you and Yuo's time you move away and get him upset." I said.
"How do you get your time with Yuo, with me around?" I asked.
"I don't want to screw up what Yuo has." I said.
"He's lucky to have a girl who's always around and is always right by his side. Santo just disappears."
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Nov 8, 2008 1:02:50 GMT -5
Haruka swallowed. She raised a good point. "I don't mind normal things. Like holding hands and sitting with him." she said. "We did the same kind of things when you and Yukio were around. The first time we all went out together after I got my sling off remember?" she bit down a bit harder on her lip.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Nov 8, 2008 1:04:57 GMT -5
"Yeah, but Yuo likes kissing you." I said.
"He likes kissing you, wrapping his arms around your waist and twirling you around like you're his world." I said.
"And with me around, you'd shrink back and be shaking your head." I said.
"Yuo doesn't like me anymore...just do what you want with him. I have to grow up." I said.
"I'm not a little girl anymore and I have to realize that." I said.
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Nov 8, 2008 1:09:01 GMT -5
Haruka bit her lip. "Well... I'll deal with it." she said her face flushing slightly at the thought. Maybe it wouldn't be bad.
"I'll try to do things like that. I want you to be happy to SHizuke. If you're not happy, neither is Yuo. He loves you too." she looked down again.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Nov 8, 2008 1:16:40 GMT -5
I wiped my face again, swallowing and looking down.
"Ok..." I said.
"Can we eat together too?" I asked, looking up at Haruka.
"Like we always use to do! Eat at the same table and talk and all that like we use to." I said.
"Please!" I exclaimed.
Yuo said on his bed, trying to sort everything out in his head. Maybe Haruka'd be back soon and she'd come and hug him. Yuo really needed that right now.
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Nov 8, 2008 1:19:28 GMT -5
Haruka smiled. Finally. Something that suited them both. Well, for the most part. But if all she had to do was put up with a bit of public affection it wasn't that bad.
She nodded. "Yes Shizuke. I'd like that very much." she said happily. It felt like it had been ages since they'd done that. Either Shizuke was gone with Santomoro, or Misuki was out somwhere.
"Well, let's get home. Yuo's probably worried sick." she suggested.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Nov 8, 2008 1:25:31 GMT -5
Yuo sat, still in is pajamas. He tugged his long hair, frustrated.
"Where's Haruka to distract me when I need it?" he asked outloud.
I nodded, turning to head back to the house.
"He's probably more worried about you than me." I said.
"Yuo's never worried about me. He always thinks I can handle everything and I'm always ok."
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Nov 8, 2008 1:28:00 GMT -5
Haruka rolled her eyes slightly. "Only because you're always taking care of him." she pointed out. She started towards teh house.
"Come on, let's just get going. You need to get cleaned up, and I have to appologize to Yuo." she said with a smile before she took off running.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Nov 8, 2008 1:30:40 GMT -5
I screamed at her.
"I don't want to run!" I cried, wiping my face again. This was usually the time, when I was a little girl, when Yuo would carry me. But Yuo wasn't here, and I wasn't little anymore. I started off at a normal walk.
Yuo fell back onto his bed, covering his face.
"What have i done?"
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Nov 8, 2008 1:33:47 GMT -5
Haruka froze, turning around again. She wasn't sure if she should keep going, or hang back with Shizuke.
Finally she sighed. "Alright.... I'll see you back at the house. We'll cook dinner together, ok?" she smiled, slightly forced before she sprinted ther est of the way home.
Once there she ran to the back room wich was Yuo's. "Yuo!" she yelped.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Nov 8, 2008 1:38:59 GMT -5
Yuo jumped up, looking at Haruka.
"Haruka!" Yuo jumped up, running to her and wrapping his arms around her.
"Haruka! I love you!" Yuo exclaimed.
"Distract me! Do something! I'm really frustrated." Yuo said.
"Please Haruka." he said.
I felt like I was going to cry again. I was left standng, all muddy and dirty.
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Nov 8, 2008 1:43:54 GMT -5
Gently, Haruka guided him back so that he was sitting down on the bed. Distraction. She had to think of a distraction.
He kissed him gently for a moment, her hand lingering on his face, pulling back slightly. "DIstracting enough?" she asked before she kissed him again. Itw as the only thing she could think of right now.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Nov 8, 2008 1:46:54 GMT -5
Yuo nodded before he kissed her back a second time. Yuo's entire body went from being tense and stiff, to relaxed. Yuo wrapped his arms around Haruka, holding her.
"I'm sorry I freaked Haruka. I love you so much." he said.
"I do, really."
I continued on my slow and steady walk, still muddy and yucky. I wiped my face, really wishing I had Yuo.
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