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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Aug 17, 2008 15:31:37 GMT -5
Yuo's head popped up and he could hear the disappointment in her voice.
"Oh Haruka don't be upset." Yuo said, grabbing onto her shoulders gently.
"I'll stay awake just for you." he said.
"I don't want you to be upset because of me. I'll stay awake just for you. I'll stay up just for you so you're happy. Haruka don't be upset please."
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Aug 17, 2008 15:35:07 GMT -5
Haruka shook her head, trying to think more clearly, looking away from him. "Well, it's not like we know what to do... or rather how to start..." she blushed. "So, what's the point? Let's just go to sleep... i mean... we shouldn't be... if we don't know..." she wept at her eyes quickly, feeling something wet come out of the corner of her eye.
"I'm an idiot..." she mumbled quietly.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Aug 17, 2008 15:38:25 GMT -5
"Haruka!" Yuo put his hands on her cheeks gently.
"Please don't get upset over something like this. Please." he said.
"Come on, how about this. How about tomorrow night we try again. We can sleep on it, maybe something will come into out heads." he said, still holding onto her.
"You're going to sleep with me tonight, and we'll try again tomorrow just please don't get upset."
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Aug 17, 2008 15:41:59 GMT -5
She shook her head. "It's not the same. I'm so stupid..." she said, pulling out of his hands. Ther was at least a foot of space between them again. "I wanted this to be nice and i completely screwed it up... i'm talking too much... if we can't do this tonight, then we shouldn't at all..."
She rubbed her arms, a few more tears falling off of her cheeks.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Aug 17, 2008 15:45:13 GMT -5
"No Haruka!" Yuo exclaimed. He put his arm around her, pulling her gently over and sitting down on the bed with her. He pulled her into his lap and held her close.
"No Haruka, you didn't screw anything up and you're not stupid." Yuo said.
"Come on this is our time and it shouldn't be like this." he said, wiping her face gently.
"Please don't cry Haruka. I hate seeing you like this."
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Aug 17, 2008 15:50:49 GMT -5
She swallowed, cringing into his chest as he wept away the salt water on her face. "I'm sorry..." she said quietly. "I'm so sorry... i'll stop..." she bit her lip. Eventually, she managed to stop crying, with alot of will power.
She swallowed again, taking a deep, calming breath. "Do you still want to?" she asked him quietly, unsure of if her little mess up had made him completely loose interest.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Aug 17, 2008 15:53:05 GMT -5
"Yes I do." Yuo said.
"I want to. That's the entire reason I came here, for this and to spend time with you." Yuo said, still holding her in his lap.
"If it'll make you happy I'll kill my brain trying to think of something. I just don't want you to cry Haruka, this isn't suppose to have tears involved with it."
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Aug 17, 2008 15:57:14 GMT -5
Her face heated up again as she looked back up at him. She pursed her lips before a small smile came across her face. "I don't deserve you..." she said, burrying her face in his neck again. "You're far too good to me..."
She took a deep breath, along with his scent again. "I love you... i love you so much..." she swallowed.
"You know... i think we both know what we're supposed to do...." she said quietly. "We're just to embarassed to say it..." Her cheeks darkened.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Aug 17, 2008 16:00:09 GMT -5
"Well if you don't deserve me then I don't deserve you." Yuo said, his arms still around her.
"You're way beyond what I had imagined as my dream girl. You're about a million times better than what I had in mind for my dream girl." he smiled, but then his cheeks went pink. That was true, he did know what to do, he just was embarassed.
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Aug 17, 2008 16:05:18 GMT -5
She sighed, trying to keep calm as he again threw out more compliments. Be one things she noticed was that he had completely ignored the main part of her statement.
She sat up slightly, looking at him with a more serious face now. "Yuo, if we're going to do this... we... we have to do what we're embarassed to do..." she said swallowing and looking down. "No one said this was going to be easy..."
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Aug 17, 2008 16:21:27 GMT -5
Yuo's cheeks were bright red.
"Fine, fine, but I'm locking the door and making sure the blinds are shut." Yuo said, getting up and closing the blinds as well as locking the door. He came back over and sat back down by her.
"You wanted me to do what I'm embarassed to do so here it goes." Yuo said, taking the bottom of her shirt in his hands and slipping her shirt off. He blushed like mad.
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Aug 17, 2008 16:28:29 GMT -5
"Well, of course... that would be important..." she said, waving her hands as he stood up. She took another deep breath. This was it.
She gasped in extreme surprise as he came back and almost immediantly started with her shirt. She quickly covered her braw with her arms, her face as red as a beat. The skimpiest thing he had seen her in was a wet camosal and a skirt.
"S-slowly..." she was the only thing that he manged to say. A button had scratched at her face as he had pulled off her shirt.
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Aug 17, 2008 16:32:26 GMT -5
Yuo was still blushing.
"Sorry..." he said, rubbing the back of his head.
"I just thought...the faster the better." he said, still blushing, looking away from her. Yuo was embarassed, very embarassed. Now he was just a bit nervous about what she was going to do that embarassed her. He was nervous, still rubbing the back of his head.
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Post by Haruka Kunimitsu on Aug 17, 2008 16:36:03 GMT -5
Haruka looked down, swallowing again, trying to calm herself again. Her heart was racing her chest. It felt like it hadn't done that in ages.
Sitting on her knees she came back over to him. Blush still on her face, she slowly unbuttoned his shirt, her hands shakey. "It's fine..." she said quietly as she worked the buttons through the hole. "It's fine."
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Post by Shizuke Tsukiyama on Aug 17, 2008 16:46:40 GMT -5
Yuo looked at her. He reached and took her shakey hands. He held them, moving them smoothly to undo the buttons. He took away his hands and slipped his shirt off, tossing it to the side before he wrapped his arms around her.
"This isn't as bad as I thought it would be." Yuo said, looking at her. He leaned down and pecked her lips.
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